“The companions of Malevolence were supplied by the Furies with a torch, which had this quality peculiar to infernal lustre, that its light fell upon faults.” Samuel Johnson
“No light, but rather darkness visible, served only to discover sights of woe.” Milton
Are missed moments faults? In the sense of wanting to live the moments over again, yes.
Yet, as I think about the why of my obsession with moments I wish relived, I feel strength. If the performances of my obsession were out of depression, then I believe I would only find woe. For many years such moments relived were derived from present moments of funk.
Somewhere along the way that changed. Missed moments I attributed to my faults became teaching moments. They still are.
In that sense, I would want to relive past moments out of newly found insights. To practice what I have learned, and to arrive at my present state earlier. For in my present state I recognize ghosts of bliss.